{ somewhere over the rainbow }

Sunday, October 28, 2007

{ i love u }

haiish . wa lao , who is tt fucking bitch who hack larhs . wtf . kao bei . haiish . hmm ... i dunno larhs . haiish . don heck larhs . i need tt account larhs .

HAPPY FOURTH MONTH ANNIVERSARY WITH LIM KAHSHIN .
LAOPO , I , CHEANG SEE MUN , LOVE U FOREVER & PROMISE TO BE UR SIDE NO MATTER WHEN . THANK YOU FER UR CARE & ALWAYS BE BY MY SIDE WHEN I NEEDED U . THANKS . I LOVE YOU .

ystd msg laopo at 12.39am to sae tt todae was our fourth month anniversary (: hahahs . but this time nv go celebrate larhs cuz i lazy to go out . sorrie larhs , laopo . haiish .

hmmm ?? i ystd nite spent an hour thinking bout sth andi realli dunno if i realli cld take things easy nw . but ystd i realli did feel light & free frm anything , simply nth , well hmmm hope all the upcoming daes cld b spent lyk tt luhs . hahahs (: i " would " . hmmm ... haiish ... haiish ... hope someone realli understands me larhs so tt i can share everything with dem luhs . hahas (: who would b tt person luhs . ive no idea (: hahas . hmmm ... holidaes ald started luhs . hmmm ?? veri sian sia at hme , gt lots of hmewrk larhs but i lazy to do nw den still gt choir practices .... pioneer celebrations .... operation ... haiish ... cumming soon luhs ... to me ... operation is lyk a pause in my life .... it separates me frm almost everything ... lyk outings & dance & hmmm ... anything tt involves moving lyk running ..... of course nt walking larhs (: hahas . hmmm ?? wtf sia . lyk tt i cant go out luhs .... yah ... i know im useless .... is my fault larhs ... i cause myself to wear specs ....enter pioneer ... being un-nice and everything ... it is all my fault .... i feel sorrie fer myself ...i felt guilty fer bringing me to here ... nw at such position ....and my attitude ... haiish ... sucks larhs ... especially during my often mood swings ... haiish ... well ... dad sae tt u cant go out fer a month sia ... argh ... i will turn mad larhs ... i wan go class gathering dehs & date with darlin larhs .... haiish ... dunno larhs , feel so complicated & messy larhs ... dey promise me tt i can go on 24.11.07 dehs nw totally change ... wad sia ... i hate ur larhs ... rmb me cryin outside just becuz of tt 24.11.07 arhs ... and ur promise tt i can go one ... please stop makin me feel tt this operation is fuckin larhs ... becuz of this operation ... i feel tt e operation change so many things ... if nt becuz of this operation ... i wld join dance nw ... and dun hav to wait till i go jc / poly den join rite ... becuz of this ... i stop my dream ... my love and then i cannot go out ... cannot so many things ... i realli hate this operation larhs ... all my fren will lyk treat me differently ... my relatives ... lata go bck to msia ... i also dunno hw to face dem ... lata dey don let me do anything at all ... wad sia ... i hate this operation larhs ... and of course i hate myself fer makin my bckbone curve larhs .... yah ... my fault my fault ... take the bills frm my bank lorhs ... lyk tt i also dun wanna go pioneer celebration and take prize & perform liaos . i noe ur wan to c me go up take prize rite but i purposely don wan larhs .. can anot ... i rather don take den cannot go on the 24.11.07 rite ... if i cannot go out on 24.11.07 den forget bout me on 19.11.07 to appear at republic poly . wad fer rite den just let me stay at hme and let me stay dere fer a mth larhs ... no prize no anything ... happie ?? wad sia ... ur sae need to c my body if can take it anot ... wad sia ... since the doctor let me out of the hospital means im okay liaos larhs , why is it tt i still hav to stay at hme fer a mth lorhs . wtf sia . argh . sorrie , seemun , sorrie fer sucking in everything ... u sucks ... yeah (: seemun sucks ... weees (: wtf .

haiish . hmmm ... i dunno larhs .. well looks lyk i realli can see things easy huh ... i realize if i nv c them or msg den i happier sia cuz i no need thk of dem .... hmmm ?? i dunno nahs . haiish . feel lyk buying the kelly shirt cuz it is nice (: hahhas (: SHAKALAKA BABY !!

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ten facts bout me :
- im cheang see mun
- aka jasmine , angela , miss skeleton , green tea and many more larhs
- female
- twelve plus nw
- single
- exisited in this world on13.12.94
- currently studing in a almost all white school
- but used to study in a white & green school
- have often mood swings
- married to nana & kahshin

she hearts :
- singers . guys : 小猪 , 小鬼 , 林俊杰 , gary cao , jay chuo [ a little onli ] , jeese , shawn , darren ...
- singers . gals : jolin , rainie , elva , rihanna , christina , avril , nelly , kelly , keely , agnes , hilary duff .....
- singers . grps : S.H.E & F.I.R
- songs : shakalaka baby , 任意门 , 爱无赦 , 三个心愿 , secret , shut up & drive , girlfriend , sweet escape , maneater , honey honey , all good things come to the end , beautiful girls , 精舞门 , 西界 .... 好听 den kayys luhs (:
- munch : vegetables (: cheese / chocolate cake , choclate , muffins , junk food ...
- colors : hot pink , black , white , light pink , sliver , gold , shiny colors , sky blue , purple ...
- her height
- her friends
- dance
- singing

she loathes :
- her hairstyle [ too short larhs ]
- her looks [ face too big ]
- her $$$ [ she needs more $$$$$ $$$ ]
- smokers [ eeeyer , stay away frm me ]
- flirts [ hurt others without knowing . haiish . bad larhs ]
- liars [ if is 善意 den it is okay with me ]
- meat exception of fried de [ cuz eating animal meat & also is disgusting ]
- animals [ cats & dogs & even insects ]
- xiao tian tian [ siao tian tian ]
- you

CRAVES i need dem (:
- skeleton shoulder bag
- white / hot pink / light pink bubble shoulder off
- checked shorts [ black & white / black & red / black & hot pink / black & light pink ]
- new specs
- class gatherin [ oneserveseven'07 & sixcompassion'06 ]
- cheerleadin / dance as second cca in 2009
- be a blog skin-ner (:
- 170 to 175 cm
- big big necklace
- sliver / white / black shiny pumps
- reborn / dye hair
- another ear piercing
- movie movies
- date dates outing outings
- white / black bubble shorts
- new myuk wallet & pencil case [ black version of my current pencil case ]
- part time modeling / tutoring / working in clothes shops
- $$$
- freedom
- big big big white framed shades
(:

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