{ somewhere over the rainbow }

Saturday, October 27, 2007

{ i love u }

trying to sign in to my hotmail account but they keep on sae is wrong password sia . i also dunno why . im sure tt was the rite password lerhs . haiish . everydae sign in rite . where will wrong merhs . dunno why lerhs . wah laos . wad happen sia . even the question fer the reset password dehs also changed liaos lorhs . argh . wad happen larhs . wtf . argh . who tt fuckin person whom heck my account lerhs . argh . haiish . so once again i porn choir . haiish . sorrie larhs , azmira . todae i wake up at 7am den went bck to slp den wake up agian at 8.30 thkin tt aiya no need go choir liaos den lastin wake up at 11.50am to go out eat breakfast . haiish . sorrie . im useless larhs . haiish .

ystd woke up at 6.45am den went school lorhs . ystd was bz fer me . i first went fer GIS den ran up to D&T den ran to choir den went bck again to D&T and ran down to GIS den ran up to hall . me & papa & ivan was talkin luhs den suddenly nathan saw lerhs , he at stage there use e mike and sae eh , u there , the girl & two boys , can ur stop ur conversation . blehx . so malu larhs . den nvm . then after tt we walked bck to class . den miss wang sae seemun ur fringe & skirt arhs . den i lyk don care don care den she sae don fold ur skirt & blahs blahs . lyk i care . also nt veri short wad . den went bck to class . i suddenly hav goosebumps lorhs . cause i scare someone drop cuz sekar sae 3 droppin . i scare larhs , i will miss any single one of dem dehs . den hmmm ?? at first collect many hmewrk & pp larhs . sian larhs . den hmmm ?? the time come , we get our results & some cca things so altogether hav 5 pp . hmmm . my results was normal larhs .

english : B3 [66]
chinese : A1 [78]
mathematics : A1 [83]
science : A2 [74]
geography : A2 [74]
history : A2 [72]
literature : B3 [67]
design & technology : A1 [83]
home economics : A1 [93]
visual arts : B4 [61]
civics & moral education : A
IPW : A

total : 751/1000
percentage : 75.1%
promotion status : promoted to s2 EXPRESS (:

haiish . nt realli a good report fer this year cuz i know i can do better especially fer science & eng & art . well , so average is tt i almost score all A1 fer all subjects . well , miss wang sae so de . nt my problem mahs . hmmm ?? den i was so happie when ahmad also pass (: he went to EXPRESS . den hanif & asyraf also . so lastly i was lyk angry larhs cuz mr salihin sae tt im one of the prize winners on the pionner dunno wad larhs wah laos . i where cn go lorhs . haiish , well my parents were invited sia . haiish . can don go anot . den the cher sae cannot , is compulsory . wtf sia . hmm ?? den i ask my friends who drop den yan hong sae shu shu drop . den i cry sia but in the end shu shu onli prank us . wah laos . scare me sia . den i was so happie when miss wang finally sae okays , ur will b in 2V7'08 and usin this classrm still . blehx . still this classrm . den hanif sae the same old view . den i was quite happie larhs cuz no one drop and tt everyone still in the same class (: weeees (: 1V7'07 rawks though i dun realli hav feelings fer this class but still ystd i was afraid tt someone wld drop . well , happie larhs . den went hme luhs . den waiting fer bus tt time , azmira called and sae wad gt good news sia but to me is bad . she sae im goin to b either the furture chairperson or vice-chairperson or dunno wad of choir . wah laos . i die larhs lyk tt . haiish . den the bus lyk so long haven cum lorhs . den finally bus came (: den of cuz mind will b thkin of sth de rite . den finally reach xnps dere le mahs but i need to cross the road mahs so must wait tt double decker 242 to move den suddenly , wah laos , saw someone den hmmm ?? i den cross the road luhs . hmmm ?? den walked hme den went hme lyk siao lyk tt cuz lyk wanna express anger or wadsoever mahs . hmmm , then nth luhs , was text messagin with laopo but haiish , i also dunno wad happen larhs , i lyk dun even know why she thk dao so many things , well i didnt meant tt , if she wanna put it tt way , ive no choice de mahs . i hate her cuz of her attitude to her studies and tt is all . why she need to thk dao so complicated lorhs . ive nth to sae larhs . now is lyk even worst liaos . at first when i ignore her i prefer tt way at least nt lyk nw , nw she also hate me , now becuz of msing then is worsten , somemore u noe msging will make people confuse and things will get worst & lyk tt everything comes to the top . den go cut hair . den come bck hme c yu le bai fen bai , funnie sia , the mr pig . hahas (: den hmmm . bathe then slp . den was quite sad larhs but i onli lydia knows , i told her was happen . firstly becuz of him den this . wah laos . why everytime i hav to b treated lyk this lorhs . well i realli hope i cld learn to take things easy . den wake up to hav dinner which is spagethhi den hmmm ... watch tv and msging den at nite bout 11 sth den on9 luhs . hmmm ?? on thursdae went bball-ing with darlin . i wasnt realli in the mood larhs . hmmmm ? den went her hse to watch yu le bai fen bai . funnie lorhs . well after thkin over and over again . todae i was realli happier . i think clearly about everything and realli i thk tt realli helped me alot .

fer relationship with friends : well , i dunno larhs , well realli is their mouth and i cant stop dem frm talkin bad bout me every single dae rite so all i need to do is to ignore and if it realli happens just listen and forget . well lyk this den i can b happie mahs (: and i realize well some friends just are nt worth waiting for .

love : well i was stupid and everything is my fault so all i need to do nw is to slowly forget him larhs . or else wad lorhs rite . i cant blame anyone fer anything . i can onli blame myself . so well i was stupid wad so hmmm ?? face it and start again new lorhs . is nt the end of my world without him , i can still survive rite . at least nw , i can bear the consequences more easily . well , hope it goes well .

ive ponder over tt above two things tt make me bushuang , angry , hurt , sad . and i realize actually it wasnt as bad as i thk of in thr past . now i realize actually all tt matters is wad i thk , if i don care , i don give a damn den well , everything will b solve & i will b happie rite . thanks azmira , anne & lydia . ur helped me through this thinking becuz of ur wrds , it make me came up to this decision . thanks (:

ALL THAT MATTERS IS HOW I FEEL & SEE AT THAT PROBLEM .

THANKS (:

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